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Assalamualaikum again!

I like to observe people. Their life. Comparing it with my life. I learn to be grateful by doing those things. Really.

When I was in the hospital during my clinical days, it's one of those days that all of the students need to go to the hospital and learn something from a very busy and occupied doctor( Sometimes, I felt like I'm a burden to the doctor, lol, but yes.), I always like to observe the enviroment. It's because the enviroment in the hospital is totally different from elsewhere that I had went to. Only people with problems come to the hospital. If you have that kind of opportunity to go to the hospital,have a look at those people in the eyes. Trust me, you' ll be able to feel the empathy.

Sometimes, I saw parents who bring their child to the hospital with the intention to cure them. People who bring their mom or dad to the hospital just to see their parents as healthy as before. But sometimes, no. They can't get what they want. They have to accept that those person that they love so much is sick now and furthermore no treatment can cure the illnesses. In spite of that, they are strong enough to hold on their tears and not to cry. They don't complain. They don't even give up. Those are the people with problems but they don't back off in life. They move on. They do what they can do and be strong to face whatever comes in the future.

But what about us? Me? Complaining over a simple thing. Never be grateful for what I have. Crying  because I can't get a new phone. I give up easily on a simple thing when I actually can just work a bit harder to achieve the goal.

So I started to change so that I can have a better future for them. The patient.

Thus, I hope to become a good helper to the patient. One day, insyaAllah, I'll try anything that I can do to help. Yes, becoming a doctor was not to gain name or fame. It's to give your life as a whole to the people who really need you.


Important message: Well, there's a lot of grammar error, I know, I'm not that good in grammar. And there's a bit of exaggerating, like crying because I can't get a new phone. I don't do that. May be you do? Let's just reflect back everything before we sleep and be a better person tomorrow. About exaggerating, we need that sometimes when writing. Trust me, in the novel they did that. Haha. Enjoy your reading peeps!




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