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It's been a long time since I shared anything. I have been going through a very hectic life for almost one year. I almost lost my social life. daaaa believe me ? Nahhhh once a student we will always be students that will always find a way to enjoy our life at our best. But I'm glad that along the way I gain colleagues that I can always trust and believe in. So what's the story this time?

I just want to share an incident that happened just recently. I was in the clinic with my friends as usual as we were required and EXPECTED the whole day to be there. (so tiring but we have to ) There was this little kid aged around 3 years old. She was born prematurely with a syndactyly (a condition in which some of the fingers are abnormally united) , so she had done an operation to separate them. Her parents was really nice. The moment she entered the clinic door and saw us she cried like crazy. She develop phobia towards those who was wearing white coat and also the green attire of the nurses due to the operation that she went through previously. After a few minutes, she became more comfortable. At that time I need to leave the room as I needed to do something. Then, the kid was following me all the way and suddenly hug my leg. It was a bit awkward as I couldn't think of how to react. ( I'm scared of kids and I don't really know how to entertain them. ) Then I just walk away. Buttttttttttt...........something happened later that really melt my heart.

I came back to the consultation room to listen to the discussion. They were about to leave at that time. The kid was with her father. She called for me and pulled my head and hug me so tight that she did not want to let go. "I like you" that's what she said reallyyyyyyyy. Believe me. She then walk away and gave a flying kiss. I realized that these kids were actually adorable an they have their own attraction. It's just that you have to open your heart so that your eyes can appreciate that. Sorry kids, I'll try my very very very very best to love you guys okay. I promise that I will try.



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