I made this choice. To be here. Do I ever regret it ? Should I ever regret it ? It gives me a tough time. I don't have a life like others do. bla bla bla Life is always a choice. You are the one who decide it. Whether or not it was influenced by others, at the end of the day when you reflect back, you are the one who made the choice. Taking medicine is a choice that I made years ago. A big decision that I made when I was young and impulsive. Influenced by all those dramas in TV that surely did not reflect the true struggles. But surely, there were nice stories from those seniors from school. Despite of all the negative things that I heard such as spending most your life with your books, sacrificing your leisure time for oncalls, teachings and again studying which is true at most time, not having a life like others and the worst things I heard was that you have to sleep with dead bodies before you could pass your degree (which is not true at all!!!, but silly me I believe it w...