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" In life, you will realize there is a role for everyone you meet. Some will test you, some will use you, some will love you, and some will teach you. But the ones who are truly important are the ones who bring out the best in you. They are the rare and amazing people who remind you why it's worth it - unknown "

I was just having a little thought on people. Not some random people but people who came into and out of my life as time passed by. 

I used to cry when I was a little kid when I was left by anyone who I used to attach to, anywhere be it at school or at home. And I hate them because they left me. However, as I grow older and more wiser (maybe) I started to accept things as they are. 

But sometimes, when I sit alone, thinking back about the past, reminiscing the old memory, I started to miss those people that has left my life. They are the reason I am who I am today and I am glad that they ever came and visited heedaayaah's memoryland (my life). Although not all of them brings a good memory but yes they are the reason I am stronger than who I am yesterday and if I am given the chances to meet them I would like very much to thank them. I'm sure you guys do have the memories. 

At some parts in my life, I tend to choose my friends. It's because I don't want some random people to enter my memoryland and suddenly disappear just like that whenever they like to. I don't want to be hurt but what I learned is that we can't actually choose. Eventually, you'll let people came into your life without knowing when they will disappear and what makes they do so. 

So I decided just to let everything be handled by Allah SWT. Let Him decide the journey of my life. Who, When, How, Why will always be a question. We should always pray for the best. Never hate people. Yes, I know sometimes we human are so so so emotional. But holding a grudge towards people is not so gentleman man. We always wanted to be a gentleman and gentlewomen right. So let's just be positive and spread the positive vibes. 

" Don't regret knowing the people who came into your life. Good people give you happiness. Bad ones give you experience. The worst ones give you lessons and the best people give you memories -quoted "







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