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MOM

To me she's the prettiest, she's the strongest, she's the person with the most beautiful heart in this world and she is the best gift from Him that I ever had in this dunya.

No. Mother's day obviously is not today. But telling stories about the most important person in my life does not need me to wait for mother's day to come again which only happen once a year.

I love my mom so much. ( yeah, I know some of you will say, " WHO DOESN'T?") To me, she is my heart. Once taken, no more heart beating and I guess that you all know what's the consequences when your heart stop beating. I am the only daughter in my family and I have two twin little brothers. 

My mom is  an accountant and now is still working. She is now 50. How do I actually describe her in words? Actually no words can describe her. To me, she is the strongest woman in this world like I said before. Through thick and thin in life, she will always be there for us. She will do anything to make sure my brothers and I live happily and have everything that we needed and wanted in life. She will put us as the most important things in her life. Consider that she listed us as no 1 in her daily priority list.  But my mom is this one strict woman. No reward for you if you cannot achieve something that she had set for you. For example, for this PMR you must get straight A and if you do, she'll reward you with gadgets or whatever things that were trending at that time. It is very difficult to get something for free from her. Some of you would say, "what a stingy mother she is.". But that is not true at all. If she did not do that in the first place, I wouldn't be standing at the place where I am now. 

When I was crying because studying or friends give me a hard time, she is the one who will forever stay to comfort me and say that it's alright. When I feel like giving up, she is the one who motivated me to stand back and fight. When I was so afraid of things, she is the who will assure me that nothing will happen because she's there. When I was sick, she is the only person who was willing to stay up all night just to make sure that I'll be okay the next day. She is the one that give happiness and in the first place she is the one who gave birth to me, giving me the chances to see the world with the help of Him. 

That's all that I can share and tell in words about her. In fact, she is much more better in person. Nothing is as lovely as her for me. I love her dunya akhirat.

Alhamdulillah, thank you thank you thank you Allah for the gift. *insert smile. 



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